I decided what I wanted to say would be better in a journal instead uwu ~ i wanna keep this journal light n fluffy
anyway thanks for being cool and sending me nice messages!! the status about my art wasn;t because i was jealous of someone's art haha
i'm like always jealous lmaoooo it just kind of motivates me to draw more eheh
i jussssttttt had some interpersonal/mental stuff
breakdowns lmao but im doing much better now.
i'm slowly regaining my drawing ability but i have to take it easy. i'm sorry i had to refund some of the commissions, and the art trades I don't already owe I have to cancel. (I'll do the ones I do owe.....one day lol)
I just need to draw on my own terms for a while.
Don't worry, though. COmmissions will reopen again in the near future, because I'm definitely going to need the dosh lol
I saw the endocrinologist the other week and I'm now starting full-strength testosterone that I get every 3 months eeee !! except the medication costs several hundred ughhh
but more importantly. i got a referral letter for a surgeon who does top-surgery aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im so excited about it but also so expensive so I HAVE A LOT TO SAVE UP FOR and no one would probably ever donate to me so i gotta work for it ;D
anyway that's all from meeeee i hope you're all doing well!! Byebyeeee